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I’m in trouble :(

What? What's happened?

Sooo you know how Cal Dawson’s wife just became a pilot?

Eren, yeah! She's real cool.

I hooked up with him a few years ago.

Did he not tell you he was married? If so, just say the word and I'll go [...] punch his lights out. That's not an honorable thing to do at all.

I mean I sort of knew but we didn’t really talk about it at the time.

Oh.

So what's happened now?

Well, he told his wife.

Oh no. Are you okay?

Would you be sad if I died?

Is this a trap? Or some kind of trick question?

No! I was just talking to Jax about something ELSE and it made me wonder. How would it even be a trick question anyway??

I don't know! I'm confused by it because of COURSE I would be sad. You're the most important girl in the world.

~~How LONG would you be sad a~~ That's probably not true.

It's true to me. I don't know why we're talking about this though.

I like that better anyway! And I can’t tell you exactly why because it’s a SECRET. [...] I guess I’ve just been in a pretty bad mood this weekend anyway, too.

~~What sec~~ I won't pry into your secret. But do you want to tell me about your bad mood?

It’s Jax’s secret or I’d tell you.

[...] Well I found out my mother has a chip from 2005 and she reported herself for malfunctions. So I guess she’s in Romania right now, or going there.

Oh. I'm sorry, Sefi. We won't let anything happen to her.

I know!!! That's why I'm not worried. [...] I mean obviously I AM extremely worried but I know everyone is doing everything they can to save all of those people.

Oh. Then why are you worried?

That something will go wrong I guess! Or that the plan won't work and my mamma will just report herself again.

I understand worrying but I think you'll drive yourself crazy if you keep thinking about that stuff. I think you have to hope thing will work out for the best. That's what I try to do.

I know!! I'm trying really hard to do that. But I also don't really want to tell that many people about it before the mission happens either so I don't have anything to do besides think about it a lot and a lot.

Could I do something to distract you?

Maybe we could play a board game...? But I might be bad company.

I don't think you could ever be bad company.

I don't know! I've been pretty grouchy lately. Even Casper noticed.

I can take a little grouchiness. I'd be happy to play whatever.

Okay!! I'll pick something out. [......] Do you think we should play in the common room, or my room? [...] Or your room! I don't care really!

Your room, my room, I'm good with whatever.

Okay! Probably just my room then!

[...] Sorry if I've been kind of weird lately btw! I'll get over it.

Do you want to talk about it?~~?? I didn't think~~

Uhm. Yeah, sure. So I guess I do kind of have a stupid crush on [...] your brother. But it's really not a big deal. You know how I get about boys sometimes!!! And I don't think he likes me like that anyway really. [...] Probably once I make friends with him for real I'll stop being so stupid about it.

Yeah, I could tell. No big deal, though. I'm sure he'll fall in love with you cause you're beautiful and smart and wonderful, and if he hurts you I'll [...] have a stern talk with him. Don't worry about me. 👍

OMG do NOT talk to him about it!

Ok then I won't. Whatever you want, Sefi.

He’s not going to fall in love with me anyway.

Of course he will. Why wouldn't he?? He'd be crazy not to.

I don’t know. Nobody ever seems to. [...] Maybe that’s just my type though!

Maybe you just haven't noticed someone being in love with you. Doesn't mean they haven't been, I'd bet there've been plenty. I mean, you're cool, you've got great taste in music, you light up a room, your hair's the color of sunshine, and those blue eyes of yours are about the prettiest thing I've ever seen. And you're real smart! And kind. ~~And~~ [...] So yeah, I'm sure there've been a whole lot of people. They're probably just too shy to say it, that's all. I bet they're too intimidated by how cool you are.

Well that would be really stupid of them because I'm not cool.

WHAT are you talking about? You've been cool for as long as I've known you!

NOT about romance stuff. That's always a disaster for me. The last person that I kissed who I really actually liked was Cal and look how THAT turned out.

That wasn't your fault. And if you're a disaster then I'm a disaster too! I get it. I messed up so bad with a girl recently I thought I'd have to go move to the moon.

DON'T move to the moon. I'd miss you. [...] You do say silly things to girls sometimes. Was it really bad?

I'd miss you too but it was really, really, really bad. Like I can't believe I did something so stupid.

Maybe we can both move to the moon together.

Did you mean what you said? I think sometimes you just say things wrong.

It's a plan.

It was more of an inside thought rather than something to be shared. It would've hurt anybody's feelings.

Then all you can really do is apologize. Everyone says stupid stuff sometimes! I bet she’ll understand. [...] ~~Who~~

Do you think I should apologize to Cal’s wife? Or would that probably just make things worse…?

I think [...] maybe wait for her to come to you. If she wants to talk.

That’s probably smart. All this other stuff almost made me forget about it but I’ve just been sick to my stomach with dread about that. So the moon is still on the table.

I get it. I won't let anything happen to you.

I still think I should punch Cal.

[...] I just don't think it would really help the situation if you got in a fight with Cal, but I do like imagining you defending my honor.

You can always count on me for that.

I'll let you know if he says anything dumb to me and then you can punch him. But he's been as sweet as he can be about it so far.

Good! He should be.

I wish you'd been up here back then. Maybe you could've talked some sense into me before I slept with him.

Heeey don't beat yourself up over it. It is what it is, you know?

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